turned off all the lights in my apartment watching a lightening storm above bondi beach and it’s the happiest i’ve been all day tbh

Anonymous inquired beautiful girl.. what are your current travel plans after australia?

bali, then cape town for christmas, then no clue

Anonymous inquired How do I become yours

buy me food

kiimble inquired you are so cool, bee. i love who you are and what you represent. you are a role model to many young women, never change :)

babbyyyyyyyyyyyyy xxx

Anonymous inquired Hi, if you don't mind me asking, how did you recover from your eating disorder? Everyday I wake up saying today is the day, yet its been two years later and I can't help myself... I'm constantly overeating, purging blah blah, most days I don't want to get out of bed because of how depressed I feel about myself. I just can't seem to have any self-control. Any advice would be greatly appreciated, thanks x

IT HAS TO BE YOUR CHOICE. 

Look at your life: Does your eating disorder make it better or worse?

WORSE. 

Eating disorders, like any mental illness, promise a false sense of security and shelter from what is really scaring us because we use them to cling onto like a ship in a storm. You have to recognise that your ED is fucking up your life, and that each time you choose to do something that is a step away from your eating disorder, it is taking you a step closer to a life that you will enjoy and make the most of. Without wasting your time trying to find happiness in a mirror or in counting calories or controlling your food. 

At the end of the day, LIFE IS GOING TO BE SHIT SOMETIMES. But each day you wake up, and you have to choose. Each choice you make can change your life in the tiniest way, but all the small choices put together have a big impact.

YOU have to choose to break the cycle you are in. No one else can do it for you. No doctors or friends or parents can change it for you. 

Changing your situation is YOUR choice, and yours alone. It doesn’t matter what other people force you to do. It’s about the person you are when you’re alone and how you make your choices then. Learn to accept and be okay with yourself. You deserve it. Life’s fucking amazing, but you have to be able to hold your own hand, because if you want to live in the big bad world, you have to be a fighter. 

You are beautiful. You are strong, Look after yourself. Pick yourself back up when you stumble. No one is perfect, no matter how hard they try. I’m here for you, no matter what. Email me if you need help: beebeardsworth@gmail.com

Anonymous inquired You love me right, right :)

WRONG

joking, right

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Anonymous inquired hey bee! ur beautiful! are you actually bi? or was that just a stage you were going through? im only asking as i feel like i may be going through a phase but am unsure x

I’ve always been attracted to both sexes. I don’t really believe in sex defining attraction… For examples, some guys are handsome, and some guys are beautiful in a feminine way. Some girls are really girls and some are sexy and rough. 

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Anonymous inquired U are bi?

yeahhhhhh